Man wrongly imprisoned is still adjusting to freedom
By Tom Sheehan, The Journal Times, Racine, WI
When Steven Avery recently heard his name broadcast over the police scanner, he turned off the lights and hid inside his trailer home.
Avery has reason to fear police - not because he's wanted, but because he spent 18 years on prison for a crime he didn't commit.
Avery had nothing to worry about, but his mother, Delores, and his brother, Chuck, had to assure the 43-year-old Two Rivers man he wasn't in trouble. A police dispatcher mentioned his name while describing the location of nearby property where suspicious activity occurred.
Avery listens to the scanner as part of his job with Avery's Auto Salvage, where he drives the tow truck and prepares cars for storage by draining oil and removing gas tanks. The work at the company, started by his father and owned by his brothers, keeps his mind occupied so he doesn't dwell too long on the life that's been robbed from him.
"When I'm working like eight hours a day, I don't think about nothin'," Avery said.
Since being released from prison two years ago, thanks to DNA
evidence and the Wisconsin Innocence Project, Avery has enjoyed
some of his newfound freedom. He especially enjoys going for drives
in his 2002 Ford F-350 pickup truck or his '93 Grand Am.
But when he has time to reflect on what happened, emotions build up. He'll never know if he could have kept his marriage together or what kind of father he would have been to five children if he weren't behind bars. Maybe some of the arguments he had with his ex-wife wouldn't have happened. Maybe he'd be running the family business.
"Mostly when I'm by myself, sometimes it hits me - all what I went through. I'll be driving down the road and that, and I have to pull over. I break up in tears and everything else," Avery said.
Avery admits having trouble adjusting to life "on the outside."
He moved in and out of the homes of relatives before he settling in
the borrowed trailer. He remains in touch with just one of his five
children, he said.
He also has had a run-in with the law since being released. In March, he pleaded no contest and paid a $243 penalty for a municipal disorderly conduct citation for being "involved in an altercation," according to the Manitowoc County Clerk of Courts office.
Some of the difficulties may explain why Avery doesn't exude the sense of relief you might expect to see from someone recently released from prison. On the other hand, he also doesn't readily convey a sense of bottled rage you might expect from a man wrongly imprisoned.
Avery is approachable, conversational and soft-spoken, especially for someone who's been hounded by media attention. His face has been plastered all over newspapers and television news makes him an easy target for chat in the Two Rivers area. He doesn't mind, but his mother has gotten to the point she no longer wants to go to grocery shop with him because so many people want to stop and talk, Avery said. Prisoners who insist they are innocent also call for help, and sometimes he believes them.
Avery said he hopes a bill that passed the Assembly last week will help prevent wrongful convictions. Among other things, it would revise the way suspects are identified in police lineups.
"I think they're starting to realize what really went wrong. Before, they didn't think this could happen," Avery said of police in his case.
Avery said he doesn't hold a grudge against the sexual assault
victim who wrongly fingered him as the suspect. But he's not ready
to forgive and forget law enforcement and court officials, who
failed to thoroughly investigate his case, he said.
He's convinced police still do sloppy work on some investigations. As evidence, Avery offers that his fiance was wrongly convicted of drunken driving - a fourth offense. Avery said he knows she's innocent because he was driving her car when it went into a ditch on a foggy day in May 2004.
Avery said she's is in jail because police found mud on her clothes, suggesting she got out of the driver's door. Avery said she got mud on her when she climbed out of the driver's side. He claims police never even interviewed him about the incident, which he said occurred the day he met the woman. She was working at a gas station when Avery asked her if she wanted to go for a ride.
Sounds a bit hard to believe, but Avery's been doubted before.
Tom Sheehan can be reached at tsheehanmadison.com or (608) 252-6198.
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